before the worst.

today sucked.
today sucked.
today sucked.
today sucked.
TODAY SUCKED !






for everything, you have no idea.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_kFK6d5p6o
copy and paste, copy and paste, copy and paste.








i'm so sorry for everything. i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry. is there something that you would like to say to me ? i hate you would make me feel bettter. it's just i think that you would be better off. unless you think differently. i have no idea if you really want me in your life, considering the fact that we don't even talk as much. so, i don't know. i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry.
i only say sorry, because i feel like a jerk for saying it. maybe i should've waited until you got fed up and did it yourself, then i wouldn't feel like sucha jerk. but just because i said goodbye forever doesn't mean i don't still love you or care about you, or wish that things were different, you know ? i still do, and i always will.

whatever you do, keep my letters to you.
because they're my good bye gift ? and it'll make me cry a lot more than i am now if you do give em back to me.
i guess if you won't fight, there's nothing i can do about it. i hope you get everything you've ever wanted. i hope you'll always be happy. and do me another favor, don't forget me, because i'll never forget you.

and no, it was because even if i tried talking to you, you would kinda blow me off. and well, it hurt my feelings. i wish you'd fight, i wish you'd fight for us. i would.