let my imagination run wild.

what a day.
i didn't stop laughing alll day !

during second we watched a movie, with A LOT of inappropriate content.
HAHHHHAHAHA, but anyway, then went to third and laughed alot then too, but i don't know what about.
but someone got hurt and i felt bad, cause he looked like he was in a lot of pain.
then i got hurt. .______________.
stupid eric threw a volleyball in my face.
then during fourth, someone told me a scary story, and i left feeling hellla freaked out.
then of course bio.
took a test, laughed at some jokes, and was missing my absent friend, D:
then went to sixth, reading, ew.
then seventh ! took notes and passed notes around.
hahaha, so funny.

but i'm home now.
and i'm so hungry, i think i'm blanking out and forgetting what happened today.
i have so much homework.
and i have to study.
and an essay due tomorrow.
not loooking forward to tonight AT ALL.
sigh.





I have so many questions for you.
I'll throw another one at you.
Do you need me in your life to be happy ?
Of course my answer to that question would be YES YES YESXINFINITY.
forever, and ever, and ever, xinfinity.
i know it :D

my heart beats for you.

i don't know how to explain the warmth or the sensation of a cup of hot chocolate on a freezing cold winter day.
haha, i'm currently home alone.
my dad's at my grandma's house building a room for my baby cousins.
my sister went with him, and my mom is running at the gym.
me, i'm home, sitting right here with a cup of hot chocolate to warm me up.

haha, well, twilight was a disappointment.
i was expecting for it to maybe be better than it actually was.
i mean, things were out of order, and some of the scenes were changed.
and i think they changed a couple of the character's names, and i was like "who is that ?!!??!?!"
HAHAHHA, after the movie, rae's mom took us to IN&OUT.
AKA, fattie food place, according to someone.
Haha :)

i don't think i'm doing too much today.
it's sunday.
i finished my math homework, so i'll probably just do laundry and chill at the house, i guess.
i have this thought and question that has been bothering me alll night long.
kslhgiohbeipwjhoh, agh, i don't know how to phrase it though.
oh well, if it sounds weird, i know you know i mean well.
:)<3



when you said yesterday, when you saw the couples, that it made you jealous, was there someone that you wanted next to you ?
of course, if you were gonna ask me the same question, you know my answer.
UOY, :)
rachel knew, haha, and i didn't have to say anything.

"i need that smile,
that face, i haven't seen in a while.
'cause baby, we're meant to be,
and that is something, that i wish you could see."
-theend.

twilight.

I AM GOING TO GO WATCH TWILIGHT TODAY !!!! :)
SOO EXCITED !
I'm going with rae, and her brother and my sistaaaa.
But yeah i'll tell you about that tomorrow.

BUT DUDE THAT CONCERT YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME!
I can't even begin to describe how good it was.
I went all crazy with the Cable Car Stars, and i was up front jumping up and down enjoying their beats.
It got cold and all that, and i felt like i was going to turn into a popsicle, but hey, it was WORTH IT ! :DDDDD

we waited to meet and greet the stars, but there was such a long line and if we stood still, we'd be heckaaa cold, so we ended up leaving.
Omgosh, that was the best experience in my life.
haha, i gotta head out and shower before rae and her brother come over to my house.
so that's all i can say about the concert for now.
sorrys D:















I'm not mad at YOU!
Haha, i can never be mad at you.
I'm mad at others.
In my group, they love to talk.
And their new favorite subject is me.
Ugh, i hate girls sometimes.
Haha, i know, our friendship is definately more than meets the eye.
I'd like to keep it that way.
Do you think we'll stay close for the rest of highschool, and maybe more ?
:))))))))))

seventeen forever.

i really hate it when people talk shit.
especially about me.
honestly, if you're one of my close friends, and you've gotten annoyed of me, and you were a good friend, wouldn't you want me to be aware that i'm annoying ?!
okay, so why would you go and talk about it behind my back.
JUST COME OUT AND FUCKING SAY IT ! :O

that's where my epiphany comes in.
i don't depend on anyone.
i honestly am here on earth to do everything i do for my benefit, and i do everything to get to where i want to be in life.
and i will do everything in my power to do everything to get where i want to be.
i'll appreciate the friends who appreciate me, everyone else, well they do whatever they want, and i could care less.

i've already found out, and i'm just going to avoid you as much as possible, i will not talk to you.
because i'm currently still angry.
and i don't know how angry i will stay, but i will stay angry.
don't pretend to be perfectly okay with me if you aren't.
it makes the matter at hand worse.
not like i can't tell.
eh, my epiphany i had yesterday has got me very happy.
living blissfully, and not caring about what others think anymore.




schools still the same as always.
except during p.e where i almost died laughing at the guys.
HAHAHAHHA, then in bio too.
"HELLO HOMO!"
HAHAHAHAHAH, ROFL, LMAO, LMFAO.
Phew, i think i almost died there too.

going to the concert with rae today !
haha, i'm half excited to see what it turns out to be like.
i think my mom's going to buy wall-e today too.
if she does, that's one of the things i'm doing tonight.
watching it.

then tomorrow, i think my mom's going to go watch 007, and i'm going to watch twilight :)
i'm excited, it's going to be the talk of the week, a three day week.
still can't get over the fact that my parents and sister get the whole week off, whereas i stilll have to go to school for threee days.
high school ruined my traditions.
haha, just kidding.

loooking forward to coooooking next week ! :)
i also need to learn how to french braid my own hair, hehe.


























do i still mean a lot to you ?
am i just a friend, or more than a regular friend?
i need your answer to decide something for myself.
or maybe i need your answer, to get my much too late epiphany.
you're still on my priority list.
meaning, you still mean alot to me.

words lost in the noise of the crowd.

city lights, reminds me so much of vegas.
vegas, some crazy good memories and a very large phone bill, hahas.
one of the very few things in life you would go through without forgetting.

school is going alright.
though i sometimes go through the day in a daze, lost in my thoughts, and i don't pay attention to anything going on around me. i'm awfully tired all the time too.
i wonder what i do in my sleep. if i get up and take a walk around the city or something. because no matter how much sleep i get, i don't feel refreshed in the morning like you're supposed too, hmm.

i keep looking for music to listen to while i type this, but it's not working out so well. you know those nice mellow music that you listen to and it makes you feel as though you're staring in your own private movie ?
haha, yeah those songs.

today wasn't interesting, it was the same as all the other days of this year.
i got through it, and that's all that matters.
yesterday, i wasn't swarmed with so much homework, actually yesterday, I DIDN'T HAVE ANY HOMEWORK TO DO AT ALL!
And now, i have this ton of homework that i have to get done.
hmm, i wonder what i would've been like, if i became one of those people that don't care about grades.
nahh, that can't happen, i will always care about my grades.
my phone started to die today during 7th.
it was pretty bad, i mean, i need my phone, at all times ! ahhah.

i have an essay due on wednesday of next week.
a quiz on that same day, and it's early day.
my parents get all next week off, and so does my sister.
HOW PATHETIC IS IT, THAT I STILL HAVE SCHOOOL ?!
i'll answer my own question, VERY.

oh well, i hope my parents have some good food when i come home, so that i don't have to go digging through my halloween candy to keep my energy level up so i can do my homework without falling asleep.

haha, man it was cold today too !
it started raining during lunch and i laughed.
i don't know why i laughed.
but the wind was blowing the water everywhere, and for a second there it looked like a snowstorm.
haha, then the sun came out.


i don't have anything to say about any of my classes, because nothing interesting happened in any of them :|














you know, i miss you so much still, even though we're almost back to the way we used to be, how odd is that ?
i hoped you enjoyed my wonderful short letter.
that was a first for me.
you're still one of my bestfriends, i had to get it out there again.
what would life be like if i hadn't met you ?
horrible thought.
what would life have been like if you hadn't met me ?

dreaming the impossible.

someone once told me that nothing is impossible.
i will only believe that when i see it.


today was interesting, in ways.
we took a test in spanish, and that wasn't exactly anything hard.
p.e, we took our skills test for volleyball, which was unexpected because he never told us that we were having it, ugh.
And i ended up telling julie and mary my life story. HAHAHAH, i mean i thought everyone knew about how i came into this world.
haha, in history, we had a college talk, which got me thinking about what college i wanted to go to, and then my thoughts wandered to what will happen after high school, or our senior year ! Such scary thoughts.
SOMEONE PASSED ME A NOTE TODAY DURING BIO ;D
it reminds me of middle school when we would pass notes to people to talk.
haha, but it was a pretty intense note session :)
lunch came and i was freezing my butt off !
i wasn't wearing a jacket today , and it was windy and cold :|
it made me sad to know that i was, for the first time, COLD ! HAHA.
we had a sub today in english and we were really rowdy.
kenny was throwing papers onto the ceiling, and even dollar bills.
but only half, ;)
we had a test in seventh, and i am so scared, i don't think i did that great.
eeek, end of the grading period FRIDAY !
thank gosh, it's just progress, sigh.

after school, me and rachel, and a couple of her friends went and bought tacos.
REALLY GOOD, but it was flat, well, it was only a dollar.
haha, i'm looking forward to this weekend, but there's nothing really interesting going to happen this weekend, but maybe something will appear out of thin air.
hhaha, then next wednesday is also an early day where i will get to go home and cook ! :)
So excited ! <333333









could we really pull this off ? can we go back to the way we used to be ?
I REALLY REALLY HOPE SO ! what do you think ?
OH YEAH, i haven't written you a letter in a while, would you like me too ? :)
i'm glad you're not going to arizona next week !
but you're probably not so happy about not going.
do you think maybe we can hang out ?
you still owe me a birthday party.
i'ma hold you to your word about making that up to me :)
hehhe :)
you're the greatest.

time's on my side.

OMGOSH, i just got home.
i'm super queasy too.
because karney gave me a whole bag of m&m's and i was eating them in the car while i was waiting for my cousin to come out of SMS, and on the ride home the car was all stuffy, and now i feel queasy.

ew, i was thinking of the term "blow chunks" and i felt even worse.
HAHAHA, don't ask me why i was thinking about that, haha.


so, i have a spanish test, and algebra 2 test tomorrow, plus tahitian after school.
what a full day.

i wonder what our next unit in p.e will be, i hope it's not something that i can get hurt doing.
because, my blow in the head with a basketball earlier this year, i'm still traumatized :O

SO, you know the KFC combo box that they show on T.V ?
YOU KNOW GOOD THAT LOOKS ?!
But, steven, maggie, and i were talking about that today during 7th.
HAHAHA, and we were saying how much of a rip-off that is.
IT'S SEVEN BUCKS, and everything is supppperr TINY.
so we were all laughing, and talking about food and making Jesse hungry.
but stupid jesse, cracking dirty jokes behind me.
haha, if mr. petersen was smart he'd seperate the six of us, me, maggie, jesse, elaine trinh, and steven, since we talk so much.
we all like to get jesse in trouble, ahahahah.

agh, my mom hasn't mentioned anything about moving again lately, which is good.
but stephanie has, and she wants me to go with her.
:|, idk...


sigh, philisophical time.
my thoughts are pretty much a big rubberband ball right now. nothing has been sorted out. and with all the work and the tests and quizzes that have taken over my life this week, there's no time to actually sort them out.
there are so many thoughts jumbled into one, that i can't think about a certain one for long. my mind tends to wander to different things, and then i lose all focus.
but i need to sort them all out, because if i don't, i spend all my time being confused, and i don't exactly want that. i spend every night thinking about it all, then i fall asleep, and then nothing gets resolved, AHHHHHH! SO FRUSTRATING ! :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO okay, i'm done ranting, LOL :)







i know i made a mess of our friendship, and i am SO SORRY.
i hope that one day you will really forgive me for it, i mean, REALLY REALLY, forgive me.
i want to talk to you everyday, all the time, but sometimes i wait for you to start the conversation, cause when i do, it seems to me like you're a little afraid too talk to me, haha.
so then i feel all weird, and i back off.
argh, you go to AZ next week ! A wednesday without you.
:| not exactly something i want to be thankful for this thanksgiving.
Lol, i hope you have fun though.
i'll miss talking to you, because we'll be wasting long distance minutes on the cellll, argh :O

nostalgia is my lullaby.

"silence your harsh words my dear
my ears are ringing of this
i can't stop thinking of it
(i try to reach you but i fall)"
-EYESSETTOKILL.


agh, i have a raging headache.
from lack of sleep and lack of food.
so i'm going to go eat as soon as i am done typing :)

not very much to update about.
UNLESS, you mention STRESS STRESS STRESS.
tests and quizzes have taken over my week.
THANKSGIVING IS NEXT WEEK !
I'm so excited, because i get to pig out.
And hopefully i don't get uberly fat ! :O

argh, annie just gave me some garlic bread :)
hehehehhehe :)
FOOOOD <3

Haha, yesterday i had a "family gathering" and my little 1 year old baby cousin made me laugh so hard i started crying.
We were trying to be quiet while my grandpa prayed but she kept going around trying to feed people goldfish. HAHAHAHAHA, and then we told her to be quiet by shushing her and she mimicked us and went around shushing everyone.
OMGAHH, i was laughing so hard, and i was trying so hard not to laugh out loud, so that i didn't inturrupt their praying.
Haha, it was really funny.

Then i went home and did homework, and fell asleep for two hours.
Got up and ate beef stew.
Did laundry, and then went to sleep.

Agh, what a weekend.
I'M SO SUPER EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK.
I get to help out with the cooking next week.
I'm so happy, i am a very good cook :)
Heheheheh, you've got to try my food to believe it <3






YOU SOCKED ME TODAY !
But i guess i deserved it, ahahah, for socking you first :)
Hahaha, still want my hug !
Oh i had a question for you.
How often do you think about 8th grade ?
I mean, how often does it come to your mind, all the memories ?
I'm just curious.

Because well, i think about it a lot.
I compare a lot to this year, and all.
Haha, IMY :)




And i still miss you, more than anything in the world, and i won't ever, ever stop.

facing destiny.

Gah, i feel as if i could throw up right now.
And i probably could with the way i feel right now.
Sick to my stomach.
I didn't eat much today if that's supposed to be the source to my nausea.
But anyway, i spent most of today reading, if you saw me at all. Haha, i know i'm too into my books nowadays, but when this series is over, i have no idea what i'm going to do with my spare time. mm, maybe back to my crazy phase of intense music searching, like i do most of the time when i'm bored. but then my dad goes all psycho on me and tells me that i'm planting viruses onto the computer, (and i probably am) but still, who can stop me when i'm on my mad hunt for some good music?! If you couldn't answer that, then you know how obsessed i really am. I skipped tahitain practice because today's just not the day, AND, i feel sick O_O


My baby cousin has a fever, and he won't stop crying. It's really sad, i want to go over and hug him, but i know he's to sick to even think about being affectionate to me and hug me back. OH, while we're on the subject of hugs, i have an urge to hug you all the time ! haha, i hope you're reading this. and you know exactly who you are too :) haha, i mean, when was the last time i hugged you ?! I know for a fact i didn't even hug you last year when you handed me my birthday present. O_O it's been awhile, and honestly, i miss your hugs. or well not the half-assed ones, but the ones where you'd squeeze me, like you'd never see me again. i miss those ones. hmm, who knew what a case of nostalgia could do to you.

i'm more then halfway done through breaking dawn. and only in a day. it's unbelieveable i know. my aunt stared at me in disbelief when i told her too. haha, in case you're staring at the screen saying, "THE F ?!, ALREADY ?!" HAHAHHA. Mm, i miss the soothing sound of the rain against my window. It's been replaced by the screaming wind. I got up this morning to take my daily morning shower, and all i could hear was that. And at first i thought it was just the pipes and there was something wrong with them or something. Then i realized when i opened the shutters on my window that it was the wind. It looked like it might just blow the roof right off my house. Ugh, scary thought.

So i talked to my mom yesterday about getting a job this summer, and she agreed to let me do all that i wanted to do this summer.
An animal shelter for money, and voluteer work at a hospital for children.
Maybe summer school (for pre-cal), and throw in my dance lessons again.
What a busy summer compared to my last summer which was extremely relaxing.
Haha, i'm actually really excited. I mean, it would be my first summer doing something fun for a change. Hanging out with dogs and cats all day doesn't seem like much of a problem to me. Well, until they ask me to walk them, then i'll have to pick up the poop too. Ew, that's one thing i can die without doing once in my life.

Okay, so the best thing about bestfriends, is that they listen to you all the time.
And the other thing, you can totally take advantage of the fact that you can eat all the food you want at their house and they really don't mind ! HAHAHA.
Well, i'm planning on spending the night at Stephanie's house, my bestfriend (i have more then one) :} tonight. Hopefully we have some time to spare for the other. It's been awhile since we could really update each other on anything. Agh, it seems like forever. MMMMM, i'm in the mood for some mashed potatoes and thai tea. Haha i'm going to go make some right now, then read. BOOKWORM MUCH ?! Lol, i adore books.
(Haha, talking about adoring something, what about someone ? IADOREYOU!) :)))




Yeesh, you pulled my hair today. LOL ! And you also created a personal earthquake on my behalf. HAHAHAHAHAHA, i couldn't concentrate on reading, my urge to talk to you was overpowering my mind. I didn't understand what i was reading. Haha, but i didn't want to get in trouble either. Argh, why can't we ever have some free time, so i could just talk to you again ?!???!? Well more than i do now, i mean. :)
Lalalalalala, :) I really do have an urge to hug you, and recieve maybe one that would probably suffocate me because you squeeze me so hard. Teehee :)
Oh goodness, i hope we talk this weekend, (off the internet, i mean).
Hehe, i have such a busy schedule ahead, i hope you call ! I would call you, but i'm always afraid i'm bothering you.
You never call at a time when you could be bothering me, btw. :)
Oks,Bye.

all the things you'll know tomorrow.

sigh, what a day.
i must admit, all i wanted was today to be OVER.
and well, i got my wish, and now i don't want tomorrow to come.
to tired.
ack, i had to walk home today too ! i had a catch up day with my friends, and we pigged out on fries, shakes, sodas, and chips and chilled in delarosa's room :)
he gave us eggrolls too.

but wow, my 10 minute walk home was uneventful, but man, that was the longest 10 minute walk of my life ! all i heard was my music, my footsteps, and the leaves crunching beneath my feet. it was an actual peaceful walk home, or it would've been IF i wasn't scared for my life, getting kidnapped or getting run over by a car or something. gah, every car that passed by i went rigid, not frozen in place, but i wasn't so carefree and in the "walking through a field of daisies" mentality, even though the day is perfect for that type of mentality.

the end of the grading period is next week, and i'm really scared.
i mean, i shouldn't be, because the semester is not yet over.
but still, i'm an overachiever.
and i want good grades no matter when it is.

today was also an eventless day.
nothing great happened.
one day, i hope i have an epiphany :)




YOU SHOULD'VE WALKED WITH ME TO SIXTH.
BUT NOOO, D:
Made me walk by myself, >:O
You owe me, hahahahaha JUST KIDDING.
I'm glad you still have it.
Sorry, i didn't realize that you wouldn't fit an XS anymore.
Haha, maybe i'll get you something else, sooner or later.
Christmas, birthday.
IDK which yet, you'll just have to wait and see :)

lost deep in thought.

just got home from tahitian practice, again.
we practiced in front of the gym, again.
I STEPPED ON ROCKS, AGAIN !

ROCKS, plural, multiple ones.
I also think i stepped on gum.
i haven't eaten all day.
so i think i should eat.
but after i make some full updates.

honestly, i want to know what people really think of me when they first meet me.
because i seem to make such a big lasting impression on some people.
idk why.
i think i'm so enthusiastic, that maybe everyone just follows me lead.
ahahhah, idk but it's just a possibilty.

my headache, is throbbing with pain.
maybe because i haven't eaten.
let's go eat.
OH BUT WAIT, not before....












i like what you were wearing today !
it looked nice, but not compared to the purple shirt i like better.
OH YEAH, i've been meaning to ask if you still have my red thermal that i gave you as a gift in your closet ?
Haha, you don't have to wear it or anything, i'm just curious :)

OKAY, MASHED POTATOES HERE I COME ! :D<3

love at it's best.

Argh, you surprise me sometimes.
And yes, i'll admit it, that i actually do read your blogspot.
Not a creep, just a hint of curiosity that got the better of me.
I can promise you this, i'll make more of an effort.
But to warn you, sometimes i get the feeling that i should back off, and that feeling can last days at a time if you don't say something to me.

Haha, today's is not going to be so long because i have better things to do !
HAHAHA, right.
Hopefully i can buy new moon and i can start reading that since i finished twilight.
Okay, well i'll probably update again when this wondeful four day weekend has ended.












ihopeyoucall.

my lack of awareness.

Ack, tahitian practice today took forever to end.
AND WORST OF ALL, we all ended up practicing in front of the gym instead of in the hall because they decided to kick us out O_O
And i stepped on a rock .__________.
It hurt.

Anywho, so the best things about today ?
NOTHING, actually, we are still undefeated in vollyball !
CHYEAH, 8-0. :)

Oh man, i'm HUNGRY.
Tahitian takes up all my energy.
AHHAAH, FOUR DAY WEEEEEKEENNNDDD, what am i gonna do this whole weekend ?
Haha, oh well, always last minute plans.
And squeeze some homework time in there.
Ahaha, i want to enjoy this as much as i can.
Ack, so hungry.








Everything is still the same between us, and no one's talking to the other.
I guess that's just how it's gonna be now.
I gave so much of an effort to try and now, i think you've just given it all up, and what am i supposed to do ?
I can't do anything about it.
The memories don't ever go away, and you haunt my thoughts all the time.
I still consider you one of my closest friends, because i'm pretty sure you know me so well.
Probably better than i know myself.
So, all i can say is that i'll still miss you dearly everyday of my life, but i don't know what to do anymore.

I still think about you all the time.
I wonder if you're reading this.
If you are, i'm pretty sure you know who you are.
This blogspot is not an everyday update, it's how i feel.


TTYL.

a recieved letter from the mailman.

Haha, ignore the title.
Not exactly meant for anything.
It just popped up in my head.
Today's only thursday and i can't believe it.
THIS WEEK IS GOING BY SO SLOW.
Agh, at least i don't have mulitple tests and things that i have to do and everything.
But i have a lot of homework, and my spanish teachers been missing for a while and i wonder if i actually have to do the homework >:O

Haha, this is the second post of the day, because the last one was posted in such a rush of emotion.
HAHA, did i tell you i almost forgot the password to this blog ?
That's pretty sad.
I needa go shopping, but i went shopping last weekend.
But i needa spend more then $50 DOOLLLA FOOL.
But i'm too scared to ask my mother for money.
She has too much going on right now.
I'm planning to go black friday shopping, but who'd i go with ?
Rawr, i can't wait for hair to grow out.
Haha, this is random.

I need to look for some new moosic.
So, i'll ttyl yalls :)

Dangers lurking behind my door.

Could you really ever say to much to a person and push them away ?

I mean, everything that goes on in my life, somehow i make it affect you too.
Would you ever think of me the way you used too ?
Or maybe i'm not who i was before.
Somehow i've managed to make my life a living hell because i tell myself that maybe things will eventually turn out the way it should and go back to what it should be.
But i end up dissappointing myself.
I think i've distanced myself from so many people because of my lack of ability to "shut my mouth" about you.
But then again, that's what i think.

I come down with a case of nostalgia all the time for you and everything else.
But, i shouldn't.
Maybe things were meant to work out the way it is.
I'm a big believer in fate, and karma.

But all this venting just basically sums down too,
Gosh darn it, i've never missed anything more in my life than i miss you.
Hopefully, i never have to leave here :(






On a better note.
I'm supposed to spend the night at asia's tomorrow, and then go shopping with her.
Then we'll have some fun, and chill on a four day weekend !
I'm supppaaa excited.
But in the meantime, SO MUCH HOMEWORK.
Oh shoot me, haha just kidding. :)

P.S, i sound so pessimistic, and i apologize.
PPS. i need to some major catching up with SO MANY PEOPLE.

Movement.MP3

Ok, so well, i just got an offer to become someone else's sister :)
ROFL.

Haha, i actually took the offer.
AHHAHAAH, but it's probably not official or anything.

So i have some pretty bad news. My mom is thinking about moving us somewhere, and i don't know where. She keeps talking about going to switzerland or back to tracy, dude, OR EVEN CANADA. WTH ?! I mean, when she tells me, i just ignore it and i'm like "uhm, sure mom." and i walk away. I mean dude, i can't really leave the state the city or even the COUNTRY ! :O My whole life is located in here in my ZIPCODE. i've been here my whole life, i don't wanna up and leave. i can't do that. And i will try my best to stop it from happening. :

Icky, i don't know what to say after that.
So, bye.

PaperThinHymn

Wow, what a day.
Never thought this weather would ever come again.
It was always so hot, and now i can finally say it's cold again :)
Haha, i like that.
And with the rainy weather it reminds me of the thanksgivings of the past two years.
And we both know what those were like, wink wink.



I'm currently STARVING.
And i want to go to target !!! :OOOO
Hahha, i asked to go, and no one took me :
W T FFFFFF ??!?!!
So fresh start using this blog from here on out yeah ?
YEAH.
ROFL.

Okay so, today was an okay day.
Someone, let's call her Daphne hardly talked to me today.
But then again, it's been that way for a while.
Goshness, i have this tremendous bug bite on my hand that has been itching allllll dayy !
:O



Haha, AND WE ARE STILL UNDEFEATED in vollyball.
OH YES, haha, who knew that we'd end up being sucha good team ?
And they called us cheaters.
Haha, w/e.





AHHH, i don't want to elaborate on Daphne, or anything because if i do, she'll end up figuring who it is.
Argh, then what it this blog about ?
My random days and doing absolutely nothing.
Haha, not really.



I mean, i am in kindof a sad mood.
But you know what ?
I'm trying to work my way out of it.
And i can't help but think about the thing that's making me sad.
Why is that ?
I wrote in my shared notebooks, hehe.
So only they will know.


DAYLIGHT SAVINGS!
WOOT, i get an extra hour of sleep everynight and that is GREAT !
Anywho, i need to go to the library and restart reading.
Because i'm losing my speechness.
Or i need speech classes to be specific.
Because, i make no sense half the time.
I wouldn't be surprised if i'm the only one who understands what this blog is even SAYING.

Argh, i'm too lazy to type now.
TTTTTYYYYLLLLLLLL.
[Talk to you later with extra t's and l's, that's all :)]

P.S STILL HUNGRY.