seventeen forever.

i really hate it when people talk shit.
especially about me.
honestly, if you're one of my close friends, and you've gotten annoyed of me, and you were a good friend, wouldn't you want me to be aware that i'm annoying ?!
okay, so why would you go and talk about it behind my back.
JUST COME OUT AND FUCKING SAY IT ! :O

that's where my epiphany comes in.
i don't depend on anyone.
i honestly am here on earth to do everything i do for my benefit, and i do everything to get to where i want to be in life.
and i will do everything in my power to do everything to get where i want to be.
i'll appreciate the friends who appreciate me, everyone else, well they do whatever they want, and i could care less.

i've already found out, and i'm just going to avoid you as much as possible, i will not talk to you.
because i'm currently still angry.
and i don't know how angry i will stay, but i will stay angry.
don't pretend to be perfectly okay with me if you aren't.
it makes the matter at hand worse.
not like i can't tell.
eh, my epiphany i had yesterday has got me very happy.
living blissfully, and not caring about what others think anymore.




schools still the same as always.
except during p.e where i almost died laughing at the guys.
HAHAHAHHA, then in bio too.
"HELLO HOMO!"
HAHAHAHAHAH, ROFL, LMAO, LMFAO.
Phew, i think i almost died there too.

going to the concert with rae today !
haha, i'm half excited to see what it turns out to be like.
i think my mom's going to buy wall-e today too.
if she does, that's one of the things i'm doing tonight.
watching it.

then tomorrow, i think my mom's going to go watch 007, and i'm going to watch twilight :)
i'm excited, it's going to be the talk of the week, a three day week.
still can't get over the fact that my parents and sister get the whole week off, whereas i stilll have to go to school for threee days.
high school ruined my traditions.
haha, just kidding.

loooking forward to coooooking next week ! :)
i also need to learn how to french braid my own hair, hehe.


























do i still mean a lot to you ?
am i just a friend, or more than a regular friend?
i need your answer to decide something for myself.
or maybe i need your answer, to get my much too late epiphany.
you're still on my priority list.
meaning, you still mean alot to me.