words lost in the noise of the crowd.

city lights, reminds me so much of vegas.
vegas, some crazy good memories and a very large phone bill, hahas.
one of the very few things in life you would go through without forgetting.

school is going alright.
though i sometimes go through the day in a daze, lost in my thoughts, and i don't pay attention to anything going on around me. i'm awfully tired all the time too.
i wonder what i do in my sleep. if i get up and take a walk around the city or something. because no matter how much sleep i get, i don't feel refreshed in the morning like you're supposed too, hmm.

i keep looking for music to listen to while i type this, but it's not working out so well. you know those nice mellow music that you listen to and it makes you feel as though you're staring in your own private movie ?
haha, yeah those songs.

today wasn't interesting, it was the same as all the other days of this year.
i got through it, and that's all that matters.
yesterday, i wasn't swarmed with so much homework, actually yesterday, I DIDN'T HAVE ANY HOMEWORK TO DO AT ALL!
And now, i have this ton of homework that i have to get done.
hmm, i wonder what i would've been like, if i became one of those people that don't care about grades.
nahh, that can't happen, i will always care about my grades.
my phone started to die today during 7th.
it was pretty bad, i mean, i need my phone, at all times ! ahhah.

i have an essay due on wednesday of next week.
a quiz on that same day, and it's early day.
my parents get all next week off, and so does my sister.
HOW PATHETIC IS IT, THAT I STILL HAVE SCHOOOL ?!
i'll answer my own question, VERY.

oh well, i hope my parents have some good food when i come home, so that i don't have to go digging through my halloween candy to keep my energy level up so i can do my homework without falling asleep.

haha, man it was cold today too !
it started raining during lunch and i laughed.
i don't know why i laughed.
but the wind was blowing the water everywhere, and for a second there it looked like a snowstorm.
haha, then the sun came out.


i don't have anything to say about any of my classes, because nothing interesting happened in any of them :|














you know, i miss you so much still, even though we're almost back to the way we used to be, how odd is that ?
i hoped you enjoyed my wonderful short letter.
that was a first for me.
you're still one of my bestfriends, i had to get it out there again.
what would life be like if i hadn't met you ?
horrible thought.
what would life have been like if you hadn't met me ?